Time is Running Out

I’ve had this feeling for a while. I was inside of my own mind (as one does at the witching hour of the early mornings) and that’s when my bias was confirmed. Time is running out. But Patrick, you have all the time in the world. No. No I don’t. With everything going on and also not going on, what plans I had (and still do) have been pushed back (obviously). But it isn’t just this scenario that has invigorated my haste. There are places I want to go and things I want to do and I know if they aren’t crossed off my bucket list, I will have only more regrets than I already do. We’re almost halfway through this year that was supposed to be a game changer in a positive way for most of us. No don’t worry, I’m not all of a sudden a optimist, that goes against my very nature and how I grew up. However I can say this, seize the day. Weigh your options, pursue the conceivably impossible, and lastly, now is probably a good as time as any to go to college.

Now for something else. I need to tell you all something. I am not always on the social media sites for obvious reasons and when I am, oh boy is it primarily depressing and disappointing. I never ever in my entire life thought that I would want to return back in the past and make some major changes (get to the point already dude). Anyways, with my current situation and as some of you might already know, I am going to be moving again for graduate school. I can’t tell you where yet even though I have already accepted an offer. But why, you ask. Short answer: respect and vengeance. Long answer: personal things involving how everything has broken down due to religious, political, and philosophical ideology. I will care out my own path, and should whatever cosmic being stand in my way, I will find a way to achieve my will.